ADHD Problems

I’m trying to find my peace. I was made to believe there’s something wrong with me. And it hurts my heart, Lord have mercy, ain’t it plain to see? This is a cold war, You better know what you’re fighting for. This is a cold war, Do you know what you’re fighting for?

I had a counseling session today, and I’ve been thinking about this song ever since. My counselor pointed out that I’ve been through a lot for someone who’s only twenty-one. My mother has multiple sclerosis, and in many ways I helped raise my younger brother. I had MISERABLE experiences in Catholic school. I have major depression, and it took me over eighteen years to get diagnosed. I came out to my very Catholic parents just before my 20th birthday, and I went months without talking to my mother.

But you know what? By his own definition, my counselor would say that most of my closest friends have been through a lot. Zia, Brynn, Mason, Megan, Jess… They’ve all been to hell and back, and that’s why I’m attracted to them. People who’ve gone through personal stuff like that don’t bother with stupid drama. They’re strong, and they don’t bullshit you, they tell you the truth.

So you know what, tumblr?

I REGRET NOTHING

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